reflection..for leisure.

its now 9 something PM in singapore and i'm not the least bit sleepy. why?

BECAUSE TOMORROW AT 3.oo AM I SHALL ENTER THE REALM OF TEENAGE-DOM. thats why. :)

i had a couple of extremely different reactions to the news when it was realized and registered properly in my mind. first off, it was like, "oooohh yeaaaaah. i'm thirteen bitchhh." then that turned into, "oh my goodness. i'm thirteen????" which consequently evolved into, "CRAPPP I'M THIRTEENN." however right now i'm not so certain as to what i feel about my...aging.

let's start with the bad stuff. (you know that question "good news or bad news first?" i always answered bad news.)

• i can't get away with doing 'juvenile' pranks on my gullible little sister.
• i can't just skive off responsibilities. (such as setting the table)
• i'm either ugly, or pretty. no such thing as a CUTE 13 year old.

hmm. okay onto the good stuff.

• i'm more mature!.....?(hopefullyy.)
• i'll be allowed out more.
• i get more allowance every week.
• little sister isn't allowed to barge into my room anymore(hallelujah.)
• more time on the computer.

HEY! the list of good stuff is the longer one! awesome. well, actually only by 2 points, but i'm choosing to be optimistic today(: well my birthday should be interesting, i mean, there's going to be an eclipse, a tsunami is predicted. should be FUN! :D ahhaha. maybe i'm being sarcastic. who knows??

i've been writing this for an hour! well, in 2 MORE hours, HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY ME!