gone so long.

have you realized that i have lifted my fingers from the keyboard(at least just for blogging) for a whole WEEK? i have not burdened you with the useless dronings of my pastimes, my lifestyle, my thoughts. have you enjoyed it? maybe, maybe not. but whatever, i'm back.

so anyway, where have i been? i've been writing a book!
a BOOK you say? what book?
well, i am coming to that.

it's basically a book about self-identity; about a GND(girl next door. yes i know i'm lame.) who is uprooted from a small town to a big city-e.g. from NJ to NY. She like, drops all contact with her old BFF to have a clean beginning so when she gets there she has no friends, but its still in the summer holiday. so one day she's in a store and she tries different perfumes and different people walk in. ...e.g. she tries a heavy, dark-ish scent and a rebel walks in(it's like 'cools, you're a rebel too.), she tries a flowery scent and a stereotype teenie queenie comes in(it's like 'ohmygaawwd you're like MMEEE.')so when she starts school there are 2 totally different social groups that think shes one of them. BUT at the beginning of the book, shes on holiday and acts like herself and a boy around her age sees her. she thinks she'll never see him again but he turns out to be her neighbour! :O:O:O gassppp.

so thats it so far. lame eh? harharhar.

also, i'm researching for a new phone. check out my wishlist for a glimpse of my choices after strenous research (AKA nokia.com) and ALSO i have to remind myself to add 4 CDs to my wishlist. you'll see what they are. ;)

wows i'm getting needy! my list is evah growing.

reflection..for leisure.

its now 9 something PM in singapore and i'm not the least bit sleepy. why?

BECAUSE TOMORROW AT 3.oo AM I SHALL ENTER THE REALM OF TEENAGE-DOM. thats why. :)

i had a couple of extremely different reactions to the news when it was realized and registered properly in my mind. first off, it was like, "oooohh yeaaaaah. i'm thirteen bitchhh." then that turned into, "oh my goodness. i'm thirteen????" which consequently evolved into, "CRAPPP I'M THIRTEENN." however right now i'm not so certain as to what i feel about my...aging.

let's start with the bad stuff. (you know that question "good news or bad news first?" i always answered bad news.)

• i can't get away with doing 'juvenile' pranks on my gullible little sister.
• i can't just skive off responsibilities. (such as setting the table)
• i'm either ugly, or pretty. no such thing as a CUTE 13 year old.

hmm. okay onto the good stuff.

• i'm more mature!.....?(hopefullyy.)
• i'll be allowed out more.
• i get more allowance every week.
• little sister isn't allowed to barge into my room anymore(hallelujah.)
• more time on the computer.

HEY! the list of good stuff is the longer one! awesome. well, actually only by 2 points, but i'm choosing to be optimistic today(: well my birthday should be interesting, i mean, there's going to be an eclipse, a tsunami is predicted. should be FUN! :D ahhaha. maybe i'm being sarcastic. who knows??

i've been writing this for an hour! well, in 2 MORE hours, HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY ME!

its been a while.

its been quite a while since i have updated you on my dreary life hasn't it? do you miss my moanings? unlikely. but i'll indulge you anyway(:

my summer has been good. not great not abysmal, but in-between. today i got left behind. my mother left to a friends house WITHOUT me. so i was home.....not alone. my grandma had a popiah party so there were a lot of oldies wandering around the house. as well as most of my aunt's family.

too many people were cramping my space so i retreated upstairs to get some fresh air. then i was sought after to watch THE INCREDIBLES with my uncle's wife's sister's daughter. then guess what, the little 6 year old left me to watch it by myself too! today really was the ditch-claire day.

whatever. anyway, my hair has become..lets say rather different from when i cut it. it was lovely and straight for 1 day. now, its back to being frizzy, and wavy, and SHAGGY. urgh. i hate hate hate it.

then mother bought some special straight and silky dove shampoo and leave-in conditioner. it's pretty cool. i mean, it only has GLITTER IN IT. IM SERIOUS! GLITTER! :D

unlike many products we had purchased in the past, this one is actually managing quite nicely in taming the mane. but i think i'm still going to straighten it in hongkong. unless my godmother convinces me not to like she says she will.

i realize, i have just written 3 paragraphs about HAIR. hmm..i need to get a life.

supersupersmall.

YOU KNOW WHAT. i'll tell you what. stores sell clothes that are too BIG thats what i'm what-whatting about. what?

okay anyway. yeah. what i'm saying is that stores have clothes that are waaay too uberly big. well actually i'm just really small but let me complain will you(:

its like, i walk into a shop and see this nice stuff that i like and i search through the racks, metal hangers clanking like they know i won't fit. then i find one that looks about right and i peek at the little white label tag and it says "XS". okay, fair enough, that should fit. so i bring it to the changing room and unfold it. its like. whooooaaaaaa. that is SO not my definition of Xtra Small. in fact, it shouldn't even be the GLOBAL definition of Xtra Small.

but i'm just a bitter old little girl. it's not their fault i have a high metabolism rate making me not get fat no matter how much i eat. sigh. i just get tired of only fitting into kiddy stuff y'know? like, H&M juniors. aww helll.

plan?

heyho its summer here we go! or not.

apparently, i am a 'wastoid' and i am 'aimless'. actually, there are many things i find are apparent so i shall list them.

I AM APPARENTLY
not planning anything with my life.
have 5 years to shape myself and increase number of experiences.
need to spend the summer reading about the history about the world.
need to use holiday time to improve my math and writing skills.

this is all according to my parents. but, i am a compliant child, and i wrote a little plan for my summer that i hope shall appease the tyrants at least for a while. So. I plan to:

read at least 1 non-fiction novel
stretch everyday no matter what for 15-20 minutes
swim 10 laps in the pool everyday.
wake up at 9.30
CUT MY HAIR
read newspapers(do not even think about asking)
cook with mother(survival skills 101)
draw.

does that sound reasonably PRODUCTIVE? oh yes indeedy i should think so. also, i am getting a little idea to write a book. a little novel. (: probably shall suck but i feel like it you know?

flying off to singapore on monday. i hopehopehope they have 17 again on the plane. i want to watch that show so bad you don't even know. matthew perry. matthew perry! i mean COME ON. its matthew perry. comprehendo? oui. ;)

i know this is my second post today but you know, my life is so eventful, its hard to put restrictions on my thoughts. (laughs)

hating on hackers.

I HATE HACKERS.

my beautiful new sims 3 game works perfectly okay, but then i tried to register it on the site and that was when my world ended. well, not really. metaphorically speaking, my world of happiness about the game. but technically i'm not happy so yeah. back to the topic at hand here. so it says:

sorry, the code you entered is invalid. please enter a valid serial code.

I was like, INVALID MY FOOT. i quadruple-checked my typing and oh oh oh yeah, it was fine. so what was the problem? being the melodramitist that i so famously am(haha.), i have written a letter to customerservice@ea.com accompanied by a screenshot of my game. goodness aren't i the stereotypical old lady?

after which i surfed the worldwideweb for a while on a quest for answers to my oh so annoying dilemma, when i found something of use. apparently, many people have had this problem too. and its because some stupid HACKERS couldn't buy the game so they found a way to use someone else's code for a torrent. how inconsiderately LAME is that??

i used to laaaahve piraters but now they are like going against me. its quite tragic really.

why do i want to register so badly if my game works fine you ask?
because right now the game has ONE town. ONE. its like, 'select a town from the drop-down menu' then the menu drops, and theres one option. sad. and i'm supposed to be able to claim all sorts of goodies. whatever.

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summertime ain't the time for londontime.

i'm back from london town! it was simply, utterly,........................................not that great.

it was like, FREAKING BLAAAAZING over there. especially since we had to take the tube everywhere and there was no ventilation in case someone flies out the window and gets mushed into human pulp on the railway. jokes. but still. then we had a rip-off.

this hotel called the 'mayflower'. we had to pay everything up front upon arrival. and the room was like, crappy to the max. no air!

yeah.
anyway, more later. used up my computer time on sims 3 (: